when times get bad I start to think
why do I try, what’s the point in this?
I dont have any real friends,
the ones i do, they could care less
emotions overtake my actions
doesnt matter if im alive or dead
when im not saying a single word
Thats the time im shouting in my head
what will I take..
what will you give?
what will i ask?
what will you say?
I try to listen then try to speak,
but then i just begin to scream
i locked myself inside my mind
forgot that there was never a key
I’m as miserable as you can get,
you wont believe the things i’ve seen
who is the one with all the fault…
you or me?
but why is it the only way to realize is when i’m at my lowest?
it’s me I criticize
I wallow in complacency
and i’m the one to blame
a hate for complacency,
yet i remain the same..
when im alone i get my time to think
and afterwards i end up feeling sick
I over think my feeble life
a positive in it, i’ll never find
because when you’re me,
your life will never be at ease
pretend to care,
yet still ignore what you need to see
ignoring all the lessons that i had to learn
It bothers you, but never bothers me
***Music and Lyrics by A.T.**